Talking about idealistical....

I was once aspiring to become a history teacher. It was my biggest dream ever after I graduated and had by bachelor degree. And now here I am end up in the office that I am afraid I will slowly kill my mind and make my self like a dull.

The competition in the office forced a person to become an assassination of a character… They seems to show me, that it is not necessary for a person to have a bright mind and sincere attitude. Defamation is so easily happened here in my office

Meanwhile I see my country die down for the proud to become an Indonesian nationality…it is quite funny for me every time I see, heard or discuss how my friend, peoples talking about how worse the government control our state, how they lack of information about history of our nation, how they become proud and even fight with their blood for something that have no concerned with our people (Indonesian people)..

Phuuueeefff….what am I talking here?!! It all craps!!!

I will learn to write and speak in English henceforth.....

I declared my self to learn and write in English languages more often henceforth. It all begin on my English class at the office, when one of my friend - if I may said that to him, who likely loves to bluffing and said an awful thing about me in the office- show and breath sneeringly towards me, when I asked a question to the teacher. He don`t even know how used keyboard of the computer or he don`t even know how to saved file and renamed the file.

It was ridiculousness in my opinion, when he stated the legitimation date just based on when the date of the news in the media.com published it. You can not use legitimation date based on the media published it in the news paper. you should see the date that is been written on the decree -at least that what i have learned on my time in collage.

Whatsoever, I have declared henceforth to learn English like a beaver.